ESPECIALLY FOR HONG KONG ! <3 i can not wait !!!!!!!!!!!! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

really anticipating going to hk to dye and cut my hair~ hopefully they won’t cut too much off.

i’ve changed my mind about getting the blue peekaboos permanently~ it’s nice but i might get sick of it after 2 months and want to dye it which would damage my hair.

instead i could always get separate extensions are whatever.

recently i’ve really loved hyuna’s old hairstyle in change:

it’s very layered at the top but still have the length at the bottom x3

oh she’s so fit ;P

whether my hair turns out like that depends on the hairdresser ><”. 

i also want to dye my hair honey brown/ light brown. BRING ON SUMMER ~ 12 more exams to go :(

this is the first subject that seems to be stressing me out >< i’m really praying that i do well tomorrow. It’s just that the calculations mess me up and confuses me TT WHY ARE CHEMISTRY CALCULATIONS SO HARD :/.

i’m taking it for a level next year too…wahey..

i do like it though :(

but i don’t have the time yet, gonna focus on my exams first. I feel like i’m losing focus atm >o< i was definitely more focused when i did my january modules TT.

I want to place a desk in my room~ maybe i could just put my computer there and hibernate in my room hohoho. Also where to put the new tv? I was surprised to see it on the landing coz we usually don’t get new technology that often in my family LOL. But my old tv is so OLD and big~ might miss it when we throw it away~ it’s been there for most of my childhood :’).

I’m quite interested in interior design and architecture~ the thought of just designing a place completely new and seeing it come to life interests me. I would take it as a career but I’ve got my other option of doing business or economics/ accountacy/banking whatever. I don’t know what i want to be :S it’s either something creative or something to do with maths/business. Science is not my thing (but i’m alright at it ) i don’t know why i’m taking chemistry for a levels. Guess it’s there for back up.

I also want my hair to grow faster for summer ^^ that would be nice. So i could do something nice with it for once instead of having it flopping by my sides. just wait till hk~ they always give good haircuts x3

I want to learn guitar too~ don’t know if i’m asking too much from my parents but.. i don’t want to learn how to play it. If only i could sing well~ that would be a bonus x3 it would be a good accompliment with guitar.

Also this summer i want to get back to dancing~ i miss tap dancing and street (not modern LOL) :( but i’m looking for something more hip hop, i really like that style. Tbh i don’t think anyone has seen me dance properly or know how much i like it xD except for my old dance group. I wish i had a dance studio so i could just dance there whenever, that would be great.

Hahas this rambling is long but i also want to get light brown hair with maybe blue peekaboos in hk~ i think i might aswell get it x3 (i’m sure i’ve said these few points before on my personal blog in the past but you know i’ve never really elaborated on it).

I REALLY NEED TO FOCUS ON PIANO ASWELL. PIANO EXAM IN JULY FUCK ! NEED TO GET A GOOD MARK~ it’s grade 7 aswell >o<

okay let’s just get it over and done with. I just need to do well in the 17 exams i have and the long summer holidays begin. I am definitely looking forward to this summer~ i’m just gonna go out and have fun coz i’m not gonna get a summer like this again LOL. Although.. i do want a job, i’m applying atm and no one is replying T______________T SOMEONE CONTACT ME POR FAVOR!

maybe if i stop overthinking ..　still hurts though

was emotional :’). but i’ma see most of the people next year anyways.

need to revise more..fuck

hais..feeling so..

Watched my first 3D film today (The Avengers) - i definitely recommend it because it’s funny yet action packed of marvel favourites :3 espesh when the hulk just chucks loci (or however you spell his name) on the floor saying “puny god”.

Went around sutton~ then headed to jonny’s house where we made dinner (PASTA, MUSHROOM OMELETTE AND CHICKEN NUGGETS WAS THE SEX), played chubby bunny and played never have i ever.

I had a sore throat though so i was relunctant to drink. Them lot got tipsy and tbh it was funny to see them laugh about stuff that wasn’t even funny xD

Sannie got sick~ and chloe left. Jonny fell asleep so it left me and Mo to dmc :’)

Had a lovely day ^^ but i really gotta focus tomorrow and revise etc.. i wasn’t even meant to go out today xDD. 

omfg i feel like shit atm. ffs.

dickhead.

wow if i could speak my mind without offending anyone that would be very hard.